“A girl thinks about her ex-boyfriend at least once a week.” -Radio host

This only proves true as, just yesterday, I accidentally blurt out, “When Jaycee died…” *pause* *LoL*

I was talking to my current boyfriend about the novel “A Walk to Remember” by Nicholas Sparks. Trying to elaborate the most touching part of the story (when Jamie Sullivan died...), I suddenly proclaimed the death of my ex-boyfriend. Heh.

I do think about him. I will not deny that. Love never goes; it just fades. It just goes to show I still care about that ogre guy. Somewhere in the consciousness of my mind, I once dreamt of the kind of love I only read in books. Every body does---did---still do---despite the unreality and ambiguosity(???) of a “happily ever after”. That is how ex-boyfriends are made…haha

My third chance to love and be loved has come. I still keep on hoping, keeping in mind that hoping is just the beginning. We have to take action! (Ay wait…that came out wrong… Ah well, what I meant was that there should be effort. Not too much, that you’ll be suffocating; and, not too little that he/she won’t feel anything at all. Cherish the love...^^

I hope you get the message. Advance Happy Valentine's Day!